Wednesday, August 8, 2012

Ex Girlfriend Cockroach Madness!

Night of August 7th, 2012.
Austin, Texas.

Ex Girlfriend Cockroach Madness!

I had this dream in the late evening, and/or early morning. I had just hiked up a mountain with my older sister and another friend or two. It was fall with many leaves on the ground, the sky was dark but I think that was because it was night. We came to a concrete structure at the top of the hill. It was like a small house/castle we were at (kind of like the scene in Lord of the Rings:The Fellowship of the Ring where the hobbits and "Strider" are approached by ring wraiths at the ruins atop a hill.) 
Once we walked into a clearing we were greeted by some of our friends (there were around 7 or 8 of us now. Also with a friend was an ex-girlfriend of mine, except we were still dating apparently. As we sat around at the table and were eating and playing board games she was hugging me and being affectionate. I started to be aware of my feelings toward her and hers towards me. I remembered I was moving to Boulder CO soon, our romantic feelings were not mutual, so I decided the best thing to do was break up with her. 
My older sister looked at me and understood what I was thinking. She offered to take our guest to another room so I could let my girlfriend know I wanted to break up with her. I told her I would give her a sign to let he know to take our friends to another room. 
I was a little worried of how it would go, but i decided-ed I needed to do this. I said to everyone with my sisters help that I wanted some private time with my girlfriend. (also before that we had stopped talking and I feel like she had got the idea that something was up.) Once they left I told her about my feelings towards her. I remember her being mad and a little sad but mostly resentful. She stormed off, I felt better and then hung out with my sister and friends again (she left with her friend.)



I had a dream right after this one that involved some of the same people and plot so my memory of the last one carried over. I was in a large house next to the pool in back. Now all of my sisters were there and there friends, and some other people I knew when I was in school. We were playing some game that involved something like turf wars when my littlest sister (who is 16 but in my dream was about 9) and her team released cockroaches all over the house and pool. BTW I am freaked out by cockroaches! So I was mad and running from them, I actually karate chopped a few of them when they flew towards my face.
After we had finished that war-like game some other people in adjacent rooms came out and we all met in a large room. My now ex-girlfriend was there with a posse of her friends. The entire room had to split into two groups and sit in two circles of chairs next to each other. I made sure I switched to another group instead of hers. She now had got over me, has a new boyfriend and had a team of her friends black-list me from existence. I had lost a lot of mutual friends but didn't seem to mind too much.
Lastly about that dream I remember us all playing some game where we threw around a ball in tour circles.


It was a neat long an detailed dream. I actually had another right after that because i woke up and slept for another 30 minutes but i will upload that later today. 

Thanks for reading, Taylor.




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